Yesterday my baby girl turned 5. I don't know if I can explain how this makes me feel. I am so extremely happy for her because she wants to go to school and learn. I am so sad for me because when I look at her I feel like I have missed so much of her life and she should still be little and cuddly. I don't want her to grow up and learn things that make her sad or have some little girl in her class be mean to her. I hope she has lots of friends and is never shy. I hope she never feels inadequate or unappreciated. I hope she is never scared or hurt. I know I can not protect her completely though I would really like to. Anyway I had a really hard time planning a birthday for her because of these emotions I have had but we had a great day. Jacob baked 2 cakes for her the night before and I got up early so that Mirra and I could decorate them.
Mirra loved them and we had fun. After lunch we (meaning Jacob, Mason, Mirra, Taylor, Devin and Preston) met Hayley, Aaron, Wesley and Karissa at Seven peaks water park and swam all day. We are all a little burnt but it was fun. After we went home had pizza and a small Luau with cake and ice cream and opened presents. Wyatt, Kamilla, Hazel, Carson, Ian, and Isacc met us there.
We had a long exhausting day but it was a lot of fun. Mirra got spoiled again but she is so worth it.






















